With so many things I wanted to do, I need to remind myself to just pause and priorities things. Not everything is a priority and this applies to all aspects of my life. That's kind of where I'm at really. It's really just about focusing one thing at a time.

I've always wanted to be a vegan for a number of reasons and it was this year that I tried to change my diet to embrace this new way of eating. But I wasn't very consistent as I find it difficult in a social setting. Most guys I asked won't even date me if I'm a vegan. It is that bad. Then again their opinion doesn't matter as long as I'm true to myself and my beliefs. I'm trying to practice veganism again and see how that goes.

I was just thinking about how the people I have in my lives now are around for a reason. How I suddenly became close with someone because he was the only one around when things didn't turn out well. How he pushes me to stop moaning and move forward because nothing good is going to come out of me ranting about it all day.

There are things we already know but we needed our friends to remind us that we are not alone, that we have them and for that I'm thankful.

Sometimes it's good to be scared of experiencing new things because it only means that you're getting out of your comfort zone and you're living a richer life. That's what I'm trying to do now. I feel like my life has been mehhhh lately and I need to be doing more. Maybe I will.

One of the things that came up on my morning pages is to frugal up. Knowing me this is something not I'm very good at but worth trying anyways. I've been good for the past couple of days but I need to be consistent if this is what I'll be focusing on the coming months.