I was thinking yesterday how I wanted to pause everything I do or looking forward to do just because I have set my mind on something bigger that requires more attention. Then again I realise this is unnecessary. Why should I stop doing what makes me happy when it's the only thing keeping me sane? Why should I miss out on life for something I don't even know if it's going to come true? As Paulo Coelho said on his books The Alchemist "The secret of happiness lies in looking at all the wonders of the world and never forgetting the two drops of oil in the spoon.”  

After having a positive conversation with my boss on what my future plans are, I immediately thought of Him and how amazing He has planned everything in my life. As I looked back on how I reacted at the time when I took this job, I realize I only saw the surface of it, the lack of it even. Little did I know there is a bigger plan waiting.