I don't know what happened yesterday. Suddenly I just felt this guilt from eating dairy. It's like finally it hit me that an animal has suffered and died from what I ate. I don't want this thought and feeling every time I take a bite off of food. It's killing me. I don't want it. I don't want it anymore.

When I was 24 I wrote a post about being the person you want to meet.  Reading back on it now, I realise how I was into the idea of lavish and luxury and in truth, I kind of live that life. But as I've gotten older my perspective changes and I learned to value what matters most. Though reading that post makes me realise that there are things that haven't change such as:

1. Eats healthy food and limits her sugar intake
2. Workout to keep her body in tip top shape
3. Values quality over quantity
4. Reads novels to broaden her imagination and widen her perspective

So who is this person that I want to meet?
1. A vegan
2. Workout to keep her body healthy
3. Has as creative side project 
4. Calm and collected

Every year since 2017 I have been coming up with a theme that I will focus on for the year. 2017 was the year of fun, 2018 is the year of creativity and well 2019? It's the year of change.