My heart is happy, at least for now. I learn that sometimes you need to put faith in people. That they may not love or care the way you want them to but that doesn't mean they don't. They just do it their way and you have to trust that.

This is how my heart felt every time it's near you. It wants to dance with you through life. The truth is I couldn't fake this. I believe in you but I'm still faithless.

As I'm trying to get back into the swing of things after a 2 week holiday, I thought I'd start of by looking back at the first half of the year to see where I'm at, the blessings I've received and the goals that I would be focusing on before we capped off 2016. I won't dive into details for the former but let me share with you the goals I'll be focusing on for the second half.

1. Workout
2. Strive for veganism (80/20)
3. Learn skateboarding

I had time to reflect on things and after last night, I had more clarity. It was only day 5 of my 2 week trip here in Canada when this got into me and I'm in Old Town Quebec as I'm writing this. That was my goal, to reflect on things that has been troubling me for the past few weeks and now I know I'm in a good place.

I was in it for all the wrong reasons. I was desperate because I was scared of what I was left with and I didn't trust myself enough to handle it on my own. Like most things in life, I wanted to give it a try and see where it goes despite my own instincts telling me it was wrong. I realise it's okay to end things and to start all over, to see things with a fresh eye and begin with a new, to better myself and do all things I've always wanted. This is my life and I'm going to live out the best of it.