I Guess We Are Still Friends, Just Not The Same

I shouldn't be hurt or even text you or ask how you are but I still do anyway thinking that maybe there is no harm in doing it. I don't know what I want to get out of it.  Do I just want to know that you are ok? That you are happy? Does your happiness even matter to me as much?

How did it became such a short whim? 

Then I see your name comes up and thought, ya I guess we are still friends, just not the same.