Nothing Is Left Between Us
Monday, May 29, 2017
Nothing Is Left Between Us

I feel like I've gotten my closure if that's how I should call it. Life has its way isn't it. I didn't realise you'd be at the party until the night before. You were surprise to see me but I was expecting it anyway. I didn't know if you'd come and talk to me but you did and you've cleared the air...
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I Told You To Be Patient With Me
Thursday, May 25, 2017
I Told You To Be Patient With Me

I told you to be patient with me. I'm not the easiest person to be with to someone who I barely knew. I tend to be skeptical, all walls are up, misconstrued judgement and all unnecessary reasons why I shouldn't say yes. You're husband material so to speak. I hate using that term but that's the...
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But I See The Opposite Instead
Wednesday, May 24, 2017
But I See The Opposite Instead

Sometimes I blame you for my tainted heart. I thought then that if I gave it time something will happen out of it, alas there was none. I'm not here to dwell on it but whenever I get close to someone, I compare them to you and how we were then. You were not all perfect but I see the good in you....
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Knowing You, I Doubt If It Was Any Longer
Tuesday, May 23, 2017
Knowing You, I Doubt If It Was Any Longer

Is this what you call it, a change of heart? It reminds me of how you were towards me and I think I'm experiencing the same. Just that this time it's less than 48 hours. I wonder how long it took you to change that towards me. Was it a day, a week, a month? Knowing you, I doubt if it was any lo...
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At This Moment I Find Myself In You
Saturday, May 20, 2017
At This Moment I Find Myself In You

We're all humans trying to find our place on this earth and at this moment I find myself in you....
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Perhaps There Will Be More Of This For Months On End
Saturday, May 20, 2017
Perhaps There Will Be More Of This For Months On End

Last night was good wasn't it? I wasn't expecting to have a pleasant time considering how we started. I had my doubts but here we are today. It appears to me you're a man who knows what he wants. You had a clear vision and I needed that in my life. You didn't appeal to me because of it but rather...
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Have I Given Up For A Second?
Saturday, May 20, 2017
Have I Given Up For A Second?

Should I continue to walk this earth? In search for you? Where are you hiding? No. This is not a sound of desperation but of wonder. Longings that present itself I don't know if it's too much or sometimes simply not there. Have I given up for a second? And when it appears does it arises again? Perhaps...
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The Lies We Are Being Fed
Friday, May 19, 2017
The Lies We Are Being Fed

Perhaps we find comfort in the arms of those who think we deserve more than the lies we are being fe...
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Oh The Places I Want To See
Wednesday, May 17, 2017
Oh The Places I Want To See

These are the places I want to see in the coming years and I hope to fulfil 1 or 2 of them in year. Asia 1. Japan  12 - 19 Aug 2017 2. South Korea 3. Australia 4. Maldives 5. Moscow 6. Istanbul Europe 1. Amsterdam 21 - 25 Dec 2017 2. Brussels  23 Dec 2017 3. Austria 4. Prague 5. Berlin...
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Are We Giving Each Other Hopes Again?
Tuesday, May 16, 2017
Are We Giving Each Other Hopes Again?

Are we giving each other hopes again? The kind that is simply non-existent? These things I know too well. Yet maybe, just maybe this time it would be different, Then again how many times have I told myself that. Perhaps now I'll take it with a pitch of salt or even a tinniest bit of it. That once...
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Is It Such A Bad Thing To Live Like This For A Little While?
Tuesday, May 16, 2017
Is It Such A Bad Thing To Live Like This For A Little While?

But is it such a bad thing to live like this for a little while? Just for a few months of one's life, is it awful to travel through time with no greater ambition than to find the next lovely meal? Or to learn how to speak a language for no higher purpose than that it pleases your ear to hear it?...
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Now My Faith Is Tampered
Sunday, May 14, 2017
Now My Faith Is Tampered

I hate the world... For promises that are never kept For betrayals of friendships For the love that was never there Thank you for crushing my beliefs and now my faith is tampered. Thus I'll walk this earth trusting no one, no assumptions of love and friendship, no hopes on dreams I once held and...
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Maybe It Wasn't So Bad To Walk The Streets Alone
Sunday, May 14, 2017
Maybe It Wasn't So Bad To Walk The Streets Alone

I saw this photograph and I imagine you walking this streets alone. Remember when you told me you traveled by yourself unexpectedly? How you met strangers along the way and it was the best time you had? That you'd want to experience it again perhaps this year or another time? It made me think...
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Lies
Sunday, May 14, 2017
Lies

We are surrounded by all of these lies and people who talk too much. - Ed Sheeren ...
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Harmony In The Family
Saturday, May 13, 2017
Harmony In The Family

Problems can occur in every family. Quarrels and misunderstanding are peculiar even to the happiest families. As my own experience proved, the main aspect of happiness is harmony. It is extremely important to maintain it in the relationships with relatives and your loved ones. Every day...
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All You Need To Do Is Reach Out
Friday, May 12, 2017
All You Need To Do Is Reach Out

Sweetheart, I'm afraid you'll have to figure things out and do things on your own. It's sad I know but you're no longer a child that needs supervision but rather an adult with a mission. I know it's daunting but this is how life is. We live through despite it all. As much as you think it's lonely...
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It Must Come To An End
Thursday, May 11, 2017
It Must Come To An End

You're probably not gonna like me posting this but I'll do it anyway. Times change hasn't it. Like all good things, it must come to an end. I want to stay thank you for the good times and the bad, for being there for me when I needed someone the most, for lifting me up and saying things I needed...
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To My Future Self
Wednesday, May 10, 2017
To My Future Self

To My Future Self, You are amazing and beautiful. Please don't forget that. Your faith was tested but I beg you to hold on to it. He has a better plan for you and you need to trust in that no matter how much you want to believe otherwise. Remember that your relationship with Him matters most,...
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Life Has It's Way of Doing Things For The Better
Sunday, May 07, 2017
Life Has It's Way of Doing Things For The Better

Life has it's way of doing things for the better, you just have to trust in it. No matter how much I wanted to question it I know I shouldn't, reminding myself that not getting what I want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. I'm okay, I'll always be okay. Like what Jamie from A Walk to...
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Maybe Not Everything Needs To Have A Meaning
Friday, May 05, 2017
Maybe Not Everything Needs To Have A Meaning

For awhile I've been trying to understand things. Why did this happen? Why did that happen? Why certain things didn't work out as I thought it should? Perhaps reasons are as such that only the universe can understand. And maybe just maybe not everything needs to have its meaning...
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