I feel like I'm starting lose things that once kept me together, like things are dying down on its own and I'm not sure if I can cope if it sinks. I don't know how I feel and I can't put it in to words. Part of me doesn't want to care yet part of me is scared of what happens if I didn't care....

I remember it vividly. It was in this quaint little café just outside of Metro Saint Germain des Pres. I chose to sit outside where I can see people walking pass all clad in their dark woolen coats and thick scarves as they scrambled through the cobblestones in a cold night of Paris. I...

I push myself out of bed thinking this will be another day for me to fulfil a dream or a least for the first few hours. I knew I don't want to be out there in the world where I'm not sure I belong but I do anyways. I don't have much choice in life is it or at least not now.  I...

I never wanted to see this side of you. Not with her, not of how she could possibly is to you. I don't even want to know and I'm not exactly sure how I feel about it, like I can change anything. You're happy or at least I think you are and perhaps I should leave it at that. Then I start to think...

I still look back at our conversation sometimes, the kind where I play it over my head and think ya, I needed to hear that. You know no boundaries nor did you care whether it hurts me or not. You were honest and true and I needed that in my life. You pointed out what's wrong with me and what I...